something wrong

there's something...

feeling like going back to taiwan right now
not because i don't like carey
not because i hate this home

there's something wrong
i said
but can't figure why

i really really wanna go home

tomorrow is ur birthdy
i wanna
back to stella
but
can't

still got vis com exam tomorrow
and business studies next week
already failed most of the exams
i know
im making everybody disappointed

basketball this saturday
what should i do
i should go
but have no confident to play

again

why to be alive
it's just useless

something's wrong
but i should be happy
ur birthday's coming

afraid
i'll cry
again

when's last time i cried?
can't remember
maybe long time ago

always