stupid thought

something wrong recently
just feel like that

someone told me she's gonna back to thai
the reason is she don't like here

i don't really mind
i tell myself like that

but i know it's actually effecting me

feeling some thing's going on the wrong track
nothing is in my mind

u told me don't forget the smile u taught me
i won't
i just dunno how to smile when i am really sad

i know how to smile when seeing u
but not by myself

i know i fell a bit afraid
i am alone
here
or maybe not just a bit

sorry
really